Recently
I read a book that has gotten me thinking; Speaking of Jesus by Carl Medearis. The
book is a discussion about how Christian approaches to evangelism can cause
more harm than good at times. One theme that kept repeating itself was how if
Jesus is lifted up, then He will draw people to himself. The point is merely to
reveal Jesus to people, to show them who he is and to speak about him, without
arguing theology, defending Christianity or using christianese.
In
my own life, the word evangelism has caused me lots of stress. My mouth goes
dry, my palms get sweaty and my mind goes blank when I think I have to
evangelize someone. Why is that? Why should speaking about Jesus, the one who
provides life and peace cause so much stress?
Because all of the pressure is on
me.
I need to defend my beliefs, to be able to reason and verbalize such
complex ideas such as sanctification, redemption and justification. I need to
prove that my God is greater than Allah, or Krishna, to explain why evolution is not scientifically sound and why a homosexual lifestyle is not God’s plan. I need to know
what the original Quran says about violence, I need to understand the fine
details of every world religion and be able to explain the mysteries of why God
would order the Israelites to kill nations, or why God lets bad things happen
to good people. Not to mention defending or justifying the horrors that other
Christians, Constantine, the Crusaders and even Hitler did to people who did
not believe what they did. But if I am not an extremely convincing orator, than
the person I am supposed to evangelize will be lost forever to eternal
suffering!
Hold up a
minute!
Who saves people? Laura the master debater? Not at all! Jesus is the
one who saves. How could I even try to compete with the king of kings, who even
as a twelve-year-old boy was confounding the smartest scribes in Jerusalem?
(Luke 2:47)
I don’t have to defend the theology and history of Christianity at
all, I only have to show them who Jesus is!
One thing
Carl brings up in his book is various interviews he’s had with people. Fifty
people he interviewed said that they did not agree with Christianity, and they
had problems with various Christians they had met. But fifty of those people
also said that they would like to hear more about Jesus. How mind-blowing is
that? The fact that the world has a problem with Christians, but is open to
Jesus is extremely freeing for me. All I need to do is show them who Jesus is
without letting my Christianity get in the way!
Don’t get me
wrong, I think that theology, apologetics and knowing what you believe and what
others believe is important and can all enrich your walk with Jeus. BUT those things were all created to give deeper
understanding to who Jesus is and it can never be healthy the other way around. Spending
time learning these things should never be a substitute for spending time with
Jesus and learning who he is.
In the words
of Paul, probably one of the most educated of Jesus’ followers in the early
church and a very eloquent and intelligent orator "For I decided that while I was with you I would forget everything except Jesus Christ, the one who was crucified." (1 Cor 2:2)